You're not for me

It has been long we've been through

Times to cheer

Together in happiness

Tear or a smile



Remembering the first moments

String of words you say hello kasaat

Arch smile remembering your face

entertaining sorrow

Remembering your laughter jokes

Which always makes me miss



But ....

You now go tlah

Together with the more you love

Did not know that I am still waiting



Now I know

I do not deserve you

This self can not say much

Just pray and hope

With him you're happy...

 This poem reminds me of a girl who was pious and beautiful at the time I sat in class XI. I used to really love him, I'd always love her and hope. But the world and another time saying that I do not deserve him. Struggle for it is only in vain, there is another guy that loved than I am. At that time I was shocked from the incident.

The incident reminded me of a guideline that "Soul Mate THERE HANDS IN GOD", so we have to run this life with a destiny that has been outlined by the gods but we can change it with good effort and hard work.

So I let him go to the guy she loved. I'm happy to see her happy with him. I'm happy with my situation now!

Thank GOD Almighty!

I love my family and friends so much!